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Pull me down deep for although I have stopped breathing, I don't feel that I have been punished enough

I always hated the numbness
It was like drifting
But now all I do is feel
And I wish I could go back

I cried eight times today
I haven’t cried in years
I cried on my way to and from work
In the bathroom on my breaks
20 minutes ago
And as I’m writing this

My heart is aching
My bones are aching
I’m so sick of all this feeling
I prefer the daze
At least I could pretend the pain didn’t exist
Now I am swallowed in it
And I am dying




what do you mean babies aren’t delivered by storks

next you’re gonna tell me that birds don’t grow from bird seed?

what do you mean birds don’t grow from bird seed

He doesn’t love you the way you think he does

You know it’s impossible
But you see the look in his eyes
And you believe he loves you
He wants you

He doesn’t

In your eyes, he sees himself
You are the incarnation of his ego
And you feed him
And he feeds you

The long hugs
They are as empty as his heart
As empty as yours will be if you do not listen
They are lies
They are meaningless
They are not what you think them to be

He does not like your laugh
Nor the way your eyes glisten 
He likes the hilarity of his joke
That you have proved worthy
You are not his 

He does not love you the way you think he does
He loves himself